dj drop the needle till the needle breaks..

Whoaaaa do i have a lot to type. Lets start off with the AMA's. 2009 was a whack year full of whack artist & whack award shows! I only liked a few performances, people just seemed lazy & tired. Seriously, look at all the people on the radio, can't sing a lick. Not everyone but most of them, I might as well be on tv singing lyrics I didn't even write. I like a few songs definitely not because they an sing but the production & the lyrics. What happened to Brandy, Monica, Christina Aguliera, Donnell Jones, D'Angelo, John legend, people are are actually talented? The only people I really like right now are Chris Brown of course, Beyonce, Trey Songz & awesome underplayed artist like Chrisette Michelle, Melanie Fiona, Karina & a few others.

In my last blog I talked about this dude I used to like.. I'm real cool now. He's better off with her. I can't be mad, but just happy for my friend because me & him never really connected like that. Me & him are real cool now. The whole little situation kind of brought us closer. I'd rather keep our relationship how it is instead liking someone whose feelings aren't mutual.

Hmmm what else.. I recently let go of someone & I feel good about it. They weren't who I thought they were which is weird because we were supposed to be "best friends." I'm cool though, another example of why I don't trust anyone or tell my business to anyone. I hate deceiving people, I can't deal with that. I know its best & what God wanted me to do. I just had to let them go. Bad company corrupts good matter. I didn't want my reputation to be destroyed because my so called "friend" has a bad rep. Lose a friend, meet another, its the circle of life.

Thats all for now, I may think of more but anywho.. Oh yeah, I'm gonna be really upset tomorrow because Its the Chris Brown Appreciation tour & I can't go. *Tears* Seriously. My last CB concert was like the best day of my life. I've stuck by his side after all of the crap he went through & now I can't go support him, it sucks.

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