another deep sigh.

So today was pretty bleh. Everyone was just mad irritating & annoying. Any little smart thing someone had to say just took me over the edge. I don't know what It was I'm probably just getting sick of peoples' mouths and appearances. This one kid is always trying to correct me. What really makes me mad is that she tries to correct me at the one thing I'm good at. Its pretty annoying, she always has something to say to me, Its like "stfu & focus your attention on something other then myself & my actions."

I received some pretty upsetting news. I've liked this one kid for a looong time. It started off as a little crush but I could never get him out of my head & started really liking him because his personality. But today I was sitting down & my friend came a spoke to me describing her new "boo" (which she changes every week)& how he was a good kisser & she really likes him & blahhhh. "What's his name?" I asked. "*******" she replied. "******* who?" I asked back. "******* *******." I could have died right there in that lunch room. She was referring to the same kid who I've liked foreverrrr. Ughhhh.

I was so sad & shocked, still am now. How could he just be with someone he just met, when I've know him for years! I just want somebody to get my mind off him. Its so easy for some people, but my love love is pretty sad at this moment. I just need to find the patience & wait for the right time, yes I know I sound cliche. Sighhh. Its just not fair. But whatever. I'll find a way to move onto bigger & better things..


love.peace
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